since people got SOOOOO offended by  my last post and i end up gettin a call at 5 in the mornin and gettin nagged at....i wont post any more....I'll just call to see if the really start pickin up their phone!

ugh...so much DRAMA...i get bitched at from someone who acts like they have been victimized overall, this ruins the rest of my week....and it still doesn't solve the money problem!

newho back to boring stuff....i still need a dress....i can't afford to pay for my stupid class...and whats ironic is that i need to take it to maintain financial aid at school!  So whats suppost to help pay for school isnt helping unless i find money to pay for the class...get it?   ...tried driving the car today...it wasnt that hard...though i staled out like 4 times while trying to reverse and park.....damn its a bitch!
                     the reception for nick and derek graduation was nice....hope derek like his new nut huggers! and NICK i hope u stop jackin my lotion now...cuz Peanuts supply will last u till probably next week!  As for yesterday....the bbq was fun....im glad daniel refrained from gambling cuz we're limited in funds....(yea dumb butt finally got it through his head!!!)...GOT BIT BY A ZILLION MOMOZ! was still a tad bit stressed out, but i had a good time watching White Noise...then i won the $20 bet that i could finish my food at Waffle House...i WIN!!!

Sorry virah (and jita), i couldnt make it to your grad....for you kno what reasons.....

damn im soooo aggravated.... people every where pissin me off here and there...

or maybe i have a a short temper....

well...I'm Sarah and I'm special and so its never my fault!

 ....So...i believe people can be really REALLY cruel....by means of using other people...this SOMEONE just so happens to always depend on me and I'm always there...she calls me to bail out her BABY'S DADDY, I did so no questions...thinkin that she was suppositely my "aunt" who's only like a year older than me...PFF! So yeah i give her time to pay me back, NO big deal! SO couple months pass by and i call her once in a while, but she doesnt pick up...so one day she stops by out of no where and ask me to take a diploma test for her...being the good niece i am i decide to do it...even though i have no sympathy for those that drop out and sit at home all day WHINING!!...while i color in about 400 scantron bubbles she's talkin about two people she barrowed money from...
     "yeah this guy loaned me some money and keeps callin me to get it back (no shit sherlock!)....i don't kno why he keeps callin cuz i aint payin him back....oh yeah by the way Phekadey (her bf) jacked some car today!"
     "well, gee what about that other person...?" I ask.
     "phekadey's cousin loaned us some money...he said we can pay it back whenever.....so yeah since you're my family too....you kno....."
     "huh?...what do u want me to do wait for take this test for u AND wait a million years for money i'm never gonna see again?"...(i didnt say that but i wish i had!)

....i see her 3 months later @ HIN and and she just stares @ me and says "eeeyy thas tacky(refering to my skirt)"....Well, heres my 2 cents hun... at least i aint no fat ass sittin at home all day freeloading off of people and only buring .0294875 calories a blink everyday.....AT LEAST I CAN FIT INTO A SIZE 1 YOU HEFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Always criticizing my figure....hey i got a butt and some boobs people can see cuz i dont have fat rolls covering them like YOU DO!

...SOOOO...newho...she calls her bf as though to rish out of my sight and I dont see her again till some party in carrollton...she ignores me and finally says hi like a year and a half later...blah blah i call her up later and she doesnt answer and i find out from some guy on campus that she said she wont pay me back and that she wont pick up her phone when she sees a # that she thinks is mine....yea whooopy! She goes on to brag to half of her friends that she was able to use me to get her diploma, which by the way i got a 97 on....and my money ....oh well im mad and disappointed that i was sooo nice...i guess it kicked me in the ass as for her

BITCH U OWE ME MONEY AND I WANT BACK THAT DIPLOMA I EARNED!!!!

CONGRATS TO THE CLASS OF 2005

NOT! too bad for all you losers who graduate this year and DRAG ME out to your 6 million commencment ceremonies and gay after parties!

j/p this doesn't apply to Leeanna and Virah who have been the best BOOTYCALLS  since i moved to carrollton...(ugh, i'm so glad i got kicked out!) Good Job want a fortune cookie babes?

props for Nick aka the next wannabe "YOu GOt SerVed" cast member..aka the middle child aka... the Jerker who STOLED and USED UP my brand new bottle of LOTION and set it next to his bed...aka my bf's brother whom i thought wouldn't make it past his junior year...Good job LOSER you made it now catch up to me....

School sucks i think i should have waited a year b4 starting school or at least attempt put myself in a fast track program....

My Bf drove up to my work today and YELLED @ one of my CO-workers for talkin to me cuz some psycho maniac was stalkin me in the parkin lot...and seriously this isnt a laughing matter even though he was SKURD out of his mini sized pants...but you do hear stories or girls being kidnapped and raped or killed...so yeah newho at least the friend was there to call security...BUT being the unthankful BOYFRIEND....he pulled up right in front of my friend "NJ" and BITCHED the shit out of him....dont think i didnt make an affort to stop it ...yeah i set the alarm off to the car, but he still kept yelling (talk about wacko boyfriend!)....so yeah moral of the story....SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS

what sucks is that i could have gotten a 95 civic for the same price as the GOD D*mn civic i paid for now! AND in better condition! FUCK YOU SCAMMING DEALERS!!!

OH haha! i dorve around the block 2 times and stalled out a total of 7 times...im proud too! BOOOya!

I didnt get to go to La Bares or whatever u call it....

              I gues I'll make up for it this Wednesday...there's like a million zillion things goin on...

My husband didn't tell me that he loved me today so I can't put that my entry, so while he's lookin in on what's on my screen I can finally type that he actually said to me today..."I Love You"  cuz he did so BOO-YA

i highlighted the mama-in-law's hair oh god im like so paranoid that she doesnt like it....which i bet she probably doesnt cuz it didnt come out like the color on the box...and i kept tellin her its cuz i didnt leave it in long enough, but she's like "i think you should take it out now" (i used foil hightlights) So I did cuz i didnt want her to hate me for not listening...and she ended up gettin a orangy blonde....and i kno most of you will tell me that i left it in too long...but i kno from experience that i should have left it in longer so SHOVE IT BIACHZZZ!

Oh and another thing and I'll stop for today...seriously, i think people should look into double standards more...I swear its not right that a guy gets to check out chicks in front of his girl and say "wow, she has a nice ass, and she CUTE too!" I'm not goin to mention any names...AHEM*** but that's not the same as ME...oops! A girl checkin out a guy on screen, MEANING, me saying PAUL WALKER is HOT is not the SAME as you saying the GIRL walkin past us in the parkin lot has a nice ASS and she's HOT!!!!! I kno Sasha Singleton is HOT but i dont care cuz i kno u can never ever get her in a million years!!